For someone

Its a human nature to become possessive for whatever we keep or
anything we have and i'm a normal human being. I'm possessive for my
EVERYTHING. Unfortunately i'm not one of those genius minds who say we
just don't care!!!
If i'm possessive for all non-living stuff that belongs to me, how's
it possible that i don't care for the living things around me??
To be true, i am very possessive for all my relations. Specially my
parents, family and friends. The word FRIEND has a very broad
spectrum. Friends are of many types. Some are common friends. Some are
best friends and there are some friends for whom you've no words to
describe your feelings. So obviously the level of care is accordingly.
It depends on what type of friend he/she is!!
I believe that we lose someone or something when we HAVE that i.e. If
we've nothing, how can we lose something!!
Same is the case with our friends. Its not necessary that if i
consider that i'm someone's friend, the next person has the same thing
in his mind. And when it comes to losing, only those lose who have
friends. Fortunately or unfortunately, i had no friends.
Some people (whom i consider my friends) are away from my life. Its a
natural phenomenon to try to comfort and console ourselves with
different logics. Today i tried to make me happy. I was so confused.
Tried many lame excuses and at the end, i got a point i.e. I lost
nothing because i never had that friend. Never had you so how can i
lose. You never were mine so i didn't lose you BUT you've lost me. . .
. I was yours so you lost a thing that you had!!
What've i lost?? Nothing. . . . . . :-|
(Jo cheez meri thi hi nahin, me usay kho kese sakti hun. Abi to mene paaya hi nh jo me kho deti usko. Is liye mene kuch nh khoya)