The overall concentration of my thoughts is occupied by a news i heard today. The news that my father needs to get his kidney operated for the stones in it!!!
About twenty days ago, i was informed that my father has a stone in his kidney. And it was too shocking for me. But i was told so normally as if this is something very usual. Although it might be, but it really trembled me. Being so concerned for him, i started insisting him to go to some kidney specialist. But he was waiting for the 40th day of his bhaabi's death. So that he gets free totally and then start his cure. He did what he wanted. Finally after the 40th day, he went for the x-ray. Which revealed that he has 6stones in the kidney. 1big and 5small. This news was again a shock. Now today, he took the reports to the specialist & he said he needs operation. The stone is too big that it can't be operated with laser. Further he explained that if we want to have the best operation, we should go Karachi. Where the best kidney doctors are available. . .
I know my father. He wont go there. But when i heard this depressing news, i felt so helpless. Its really very hard to see our parents suffering and you can't even comfort them!!
I wish he gets well soon. I'm pushing him to get operation done asap. But the tension is that he's already diabetic patient. Had a bypass operation too! Don't know what will happen now. I still have those painful days in my mind and another such situation aroused. . .
For me, a father is more important than my mother. Not that i don't love her, but the only reason is my attachment with him. Its true i'm more sensitive for him than anything else in the world. He's my hero and my role model. I can't see him tense or in pain. And the concept of losing him is the worst fear ever.
Its a request to all those who read this post to just pray atleast once for my father. Only for some seconds. It'll be the best gift for me ever. Thanks
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