a stage

these days i'm very free. Have nothing special or important to do. But
as life keeps Going, my days are passing. . .
I went uni today. It was fun meeting my friends. And some juniors. The
university is same but changed alot for me. Because i feel i'm no more
the student of fjwu. Don't know why but i feel. These feelings are
almost the same as i was newcomer. These feelings push me to think
about my life. When i was a newcomer in this beautiful world, i was
weak. And when i'll get old i'll again be weak. The same way 4years
ago, i was shy and weak. And after doing my bachelors, i'm again weak.
I feel this place isn't mine. . .
This is a very critical stage of my life. I've to plan and decide most
important things. I need to take big steps. I've to chose my future.
To study or to do job or to wait and marry. To be true i'm still
trying to remain away from this fact.
Very blindly i trust Allah that whatever will happen, it'll be good for me. . .